Work VS Kids

working mom is not easy.

sehari suntuk kat office and then at home you still have to do all the laundry, kemas rumah.. lipat kain.. iron baju bla bla bla... + the kids are running around you... and you have to wait for the kids to sleep and only you can finish up whatever pending.. it could be office work..or house work..whatever.

pffuhhh..

everybody please stand..and give big hand to all ladies out there.. yang macam gua mentioned just now.

peeewwwiiitt...

i want to dedicate this entry to all my biz partner & future biz partner, as support from me to you.

chheee wah. ngeh ngeh ngeh... pangggg!!

mak serious nok!

i'm not gonna give you advice, but i will tell you my feelings & experience.

like what i've told you before, sebelum ni dah TERLALU ramai yang ajak join macam macam.

name it.. what ever.. MLM..modal 3 4 ribu untung 3 4 juta.. (hehe) skim cepat kayap..

investment.. jual insurance.. jual unit trust.. what ever lah.

i was not interested. why? ok.. there's a lot of reason but 1 of those is..

i hate to leave my kids. sundays..are time for kids. gua tak boleh nak bagi komitmen.. because i am too scared to leave the kids waktu malam. cannot! ye lah 1 whole day at the office.. now malam nak sibuk ngan biz plak? no way... man! 

but, i dont know how.. my mind change. suddently ok. Maybe Allah Ta Ala has shown me a way because dah bertahun tahun lamanya.. i was saying.. 'kena buat biz.. kena buat biz.. gaji saja tak cukup' ermm tapi tak tau nak buat apa. nak jual baju macam orang lain.. tak tahu nak amik supplier mana lah apa la. nak buat itu..nak sewa kedai.. ini sewa itu. modal besar..bla..bla..bla.. ada saja lah halangan. but yang utama of coz the kids. nanti tak sempat nak dok ngan anak la.. apa la..

but after i was introduced to this biz.. i was talking to myself. this is actually for the kids.

yes.. it maybe hard at the beginning. yeahh buat apa pon..memang akan busy n susah. kerja kan. dah nama pon kerja.. ofcoz la busy. tapi gua fikir fikir balik. ehh why not..sacrifice kejap. it won't be too long.

and who know.. berkat usaha, Insya'Allah dengan izin Allah Ta Ala.. i could have more more more time with the kids.. and more money ofcoz. hahahaha.

what's the point having more time with kids but no money. nahhhh..

ehhh you tell me.. in this world what are the things that makes you or the kids happy?

mc donalds? ok.. you need money ..

bring them to disney land every year.. ermm that involve money too dear.

toys.. oitt.. hehe duit jugak.. unless you make your own toys using ranting kayu & daun.

nice bed.. nice room.. what ever it is.. needs money aite?

what? money can't buy love??? pffuuhhh.. trust me, its not true!

unless if you are talking about your love to Allah... then i surrender.. sujud.. memang tak leh lawan.

hanya tuhan yang tak perlukan duit & harta untuk dicintai.

but if you're talking about love from human to human.. errrgghhhh..takde!

iyolah.. lu fikir sendiri. anak meraung2..nak toys apa2.. lu tak bagi, sebab mahal. tak mampu. beliau tak suka kan? like my son..he would say.. "mama ni tak sayang akid"

nahhh there you go.. "bukan tak sayang.. tapi menda tu mahal..hari tu dah beli takkan nak beli lagi..bla..bla... ko nak kena penampa ke..? bla bla..tunggu masuk gaji ehh..bla..bla.."

ok, beliau diam. tapi tak happy kan? yeahh you can explain macam macam but hey.. what a kid that age could understand??

you see... how money can buy love.

ehh tu baru cheenta seorang kanak-kanak. belum cerita chennnta seorang bini pompuan dan dot dot dot.

cuba kalau kaburkan mata gua ngan ferrari 4 5 bijik.. cincin diamond penuh jari tangan & kaki..

bela maid 10 20 orang dalam umah.. supaya bini takyah buat apa..melain kan makan, tido & main ngan anak.

makan plak tiap tiap hari kat tempat best best... pastu gemok luah dalam blog caci maki diri sendiri..

ahh kalau dah macam tu.. insya'Allah... aman lah rumah tangga. bini pon, takde nak bising bising

tarik muka.. pendam perasaan.. cerita kat orang lain.. lari lari gi pejabat agama..

ok ok..dah over plak!

so, gua dah tak boleh nak dok diam harap gaji tetap tiap tiap bulan.

tapi, untuk berjaya... tak senang kan?

susah. but it's normal.

mula mula lu akan rasa.. macam mana ni. tak reti lah. tak biasa lah.

anak anak macam mana.

you have to be strong. find a way!

kalau kita cari...jalan tu mesti ada. Allah sentiasa akan tolong orang yang berusaha. 

sekarang ni.. i have no choice. kalau keadaan memaksa untuk gua keluar time malam,

gua akan hantar ambereen & akid kat umah tokba. tokmi, tokba & mummy lah jaga.

sometimes ok.. sometimes tak kena angin.. beliau naaaangis sambei panggei mama mama.. susu takmo..

lu bayangkan macam mana perasaan gua masa ada kat luar..dapat msg from mummy cakap amber nangis..panggil mama, susu takmo.. tido pon dalam keadaan sedu sedu. :(

rasa macam nak balik on the spot. but gua pujuk hati... supaya tahan. amber kena belajar belajar lah.

anyhow, boleh jadi independent sikit. takde lah melekat ngan mama sangat.

i really pray to god supaya cepat cepat gua leh ada banyak masa ngan budak budak ni.

auuuuwwww...mak kan ibu penyayang.

sabtu ahad pon skang ni...adalah sedikit busy.

but normally on saturday & sunday gua angkut sekali budak budak.

unless kalau pergi dekat dekat.. ok.. tinggal kejap ngan tokmi.

kalau jauh... takleh la.. see..betapa gua takleh nak renggang ngan meka kan.

but this is the reason why.. gua serious ngan this biz coz i believe with some effort and hard work..

i would be with kids 24/7 after this. insya'Allah..

and to all my biz partner.. keep up the good work & please remember.. bukan semua menda akan menjadi. kadang kadang.. berjaya.. kadang kadang tak. macam owner mc donalds sekali pon,

selalu alami menda yang sama. setiap orang yang beratur kat kaunter mcd.. tak semestinya bila sampai kat counter akan buat order & bayar. setengahnya.. akan patah balik, tukar fikiran...tukar selera..takut nak try atau mungkin meka lebih selesa makan roti canai murah. kesian kan? hahaha.. just think of that way..

ok, pada meka meka yang email.. dan belum dapat reply.. hehehe ampun kan kamiii penunggu gua. ampun kan kamiii penungggu gua.

sabaq yer, slow slow gua reply. auuuwwww mak bz mak bz mak bz... ngan kerja..ngan biz.. ngan anak.

takde sapa sapa nak bagi award ke?

yang blur blur.. tertanya tanya... apa yang jujuelopez & kengkawan beliau ni actually doin huh?

ok...wait. gua pon kesiannnn, tengok ramai yang bertanya.

ok ok fine, i will make 1 entry about it. so, tak payah la nak email balik satu satu yer.

tunggu ahh..

and.. another thing that i need to let you know..

hemmm...

i know some people they are too scared to meet up.. because they cannot promise anything and takut nanti terpaksa bagi komitmen..bla..bla..bla..

yes dear, we know. we understand. it is actually same to us.

we cannot promise you anything either, dear. of coz me & my team need to see you first... and it is up to us actually..to decide whether you should be 1 of our team or not.

why??

comee onnn... we are not risking our biz for someone yang 'tido'..

but if you are the one.. you can feel & know that we are giving you full support & trust.

psstt.. my biz partner.. am i rite? 

ohh yeah... tak sabaq nak jumpa... ngan semua biz biz partner.. on 22-24 july ni ah..